10/15/2007 noone but me from URL @ 11:16 PM TWO DAYS TO THE Os. Honestly, i have a lot of other things on my mind right now. Like,
1) Im wasting time here. 2) I found out a secret that i wasnt supposed to know & that i think's gna change my life. 3) & again im faced with a big decision, dammit. 4) I miss quite a number of people. 5) I know something's gg on but i don't know what. 6) I can't wait for the Os to come so that i can be done, but i can wait for it to come, cos im not done. 7) Im thinking quite a lot these days; which is pretty exhausting. 8) I get easily annoyed and irritated. 9) I start laughing and crying with one *snap. 10) IM FREAKING NOT PREPARED FOR THE BIGFATPIECEOFSHIT. 11) I want to squeal very loudly now. 12) I might be going crazy; you knowwwwwwwwwwwww, i might be going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy. No seriously, ask anyone who's been with me from Friday till today.
But its okay; i'll just shove allllll these thoughts to the back of my ass & keep my mind on the Os. Im just afraid no 2, 3, 4 & 5 will get worse with time):
& when im stressed i like to use MSN's handwriting thingg.